.❅

don't expect

2011-12-15T19:08:00.002+08:00

check out the chubby face

last paper on monday! XY, go go go!

my nails had enough rest, time for manicure and pedicure after finals!

Chaing Mai part 2

2011-11-26T01:34:00.001+08:00

alcoholic drink every night

sticky rice is love!

foods!

durian sticky rice, sinful but nice!

white temple

hot spring

orchid farm

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long break

2011-11-26T01:09:00.001+08:00

random accessories i wore

After so long, finally i'm back here! :) Well, i'm much more active in tumblr. Time flies, and i love how i'll be back in melaka in less than a month. then after my holiday i need to come back kampar for a week then it's chinese new year already! so excited. Oh! it's Christmas first! <3

crave

2011-09-14T13:43:00.001+08:00

♥ late night phone calls

♥ caramel flavoured ice cream

♥ chatime milk tea

♥ lots and lots of hugs

♥ unlimited cash for shopping

not good

2011-09-10T01:55:00.001+08:00

because i am being too complacent :(

prefer

2011-08-20T23:41:00.001+08:00

prefer to listen to things i want to listen, see things that i want to see and wish i could turn back time.

trip to chiang mai

2011-08-16T19:38:00.001+08:00

a holiday that i pretty much needed, pretty worth it after all the sacrifices afterall :)

had alcohol every night, their beer is very cheap over there :)

chiangmai view from one of the temple, that’s the airport

for luck!

that’s poppy plant! that 1 used to make drug

walked to flower market where they sell lots of flowers, but my camera battery decided to give up on me, hence the lousy quality from iphone

freaking awesome corn. I WANT TO HAVE IT NOW!

then we went to the north part of Thailand, i can see Myanmar from here!

golden triangle

notice the difference in colour of the river water? one is from mekong river the other 1 is from don’t know what thailand river.

(google mekong river )

it’s Laos on the right and myanmar on the north

white temple,it’s very nice!

shall continue my post some other day :)

that feeling

2011-08-05T13:25:00.001+08:00

so the story is, i took a year 3 subject this semester. at the beginning of the semester, i told myself i can overcome it by studying every now and then and of course made a promise to myself to consult my tutor every week. it’s already week 10 now, after 2 months plus of lectures and tutorials i only manage to consult my tutor once! tell me how to not hate myself?

my course mates finished their test, but i still have 2 more test.

<3

2011-07-25T15:48:00.001+08:00

to do/buy things

-sunnies

-fragrance

-study

caramel

2011-07-24T15:32:00.001+08:00

why caramel? because i had a sudden crave for caramel :(
or maybe cupcakes with nice frostings

actually this!

Waltz

2011-07-16T18:51:00.001+08:00

It was a very last minute decision to join this event. Basically this event is to break Malaysia’s Book of Records and all you have to do is to Waltz for around 4 minutes.

pair no.163

all doll up :) because it was so last minute, i had to borrow dress from my housemate.

and my dance partner gave me flower!

rolling

2011-06-21T01:02:00.001+08:00

my blog is so dead because my life is boring

San Francisco steak house

2011-05-17T23:19:00.001+08:00

treated them with San Francisco steak house because i lost in a bet :(

get a life :)

2011-05-15T20:16:00.001+08:00

get a life please :) start having your own style and stop copying. be yourself, just liking everything that other people have and wanting to own it. get a life! :) not that i don’t copy at all, but get yourself some fucking skills k, copy from people you don’t know, NOT people you know. not that i’m awesome or what why must you copy from me? i’m not awesome i’m not special don’t copy me!

anyway, brother bought macarons!

sugar rush!

going to finish the last piece later, it’s so precious k got to eat it bit by bit! lol

mummy

2011-05-08T18:28:00.001+08:00

Happy Mother’s Day mummy! love you! :) unfortunately due to my exam, i couldn’t go back to celebrate with her.

my dearest mum <3

awake

2011-05-07T03:34:00.001+08:00

coffee really keeps me awake and here am i at this hour thinking nonsense instead of studying. so fucking hell lots of thing i want to express out but i couldn’t.

not in facebook, not in twitter and not in blog either. guess i’ll just keep it to myself cause i’m being an insanely crazy bitch who choose not to express myself

cactus!

nobody

2011-05-03T01:51:00.001+08:00

i guess nobody reads my blog, i’m too lazy!

i have the most awesome parents ever! when i complain to them that i want to eat durian, they bought 猫山王 durian for me :) can you feel the love love love? i can feel it.

and they prank me today (sort of) but i still LOVE them! :) awwwwww… miss them so much now, who says i need a bf? i can’t wait to go back and let them pamper me.. :P

sorry just trying to save my blog… hahaha

finally

2011-04-15T01:45:00.001+08:00

so, i’ll be back in my hometown tomorrow!!!

to-do list

-freaking study!

-EXERCISE!

-eat, sleep and study.. :(

bye

2011-04-12T22:54:00.001+08:00

guys, i temporary deactivated my facebook account. :)

miss

2011-04-04T02:51:00.001+08:00

i miss them so much :)

going to meet up with them this weekend! so excited and happy :)))

rain

2011-03-30T03:41:00.001+08:00

i love love love listening to the sound of rain.

finally mid terms are over, can breathe a little bit now.

finals are in a month time! gotta get that :)

The process

2011-03-20T12:58:00.001+08:00

of studying and test. It’s always like that, the same old me.

1. during test- oh fucking shit i don’t know how to do this.

2. out from the exam hall- fuck la why i don’t know how to do!!!! $%$#&$#

3. back at home- cannot like this d, i must study hard. NO MORE NEXT TIME!!

4. the week before exam- got time some more, don’t need gan cheong

5. the night before exam- started to study like shit but nothing goes into my brain. #@@#$&%$#

THE WHOLE CYCLE REPEATS EVERY FUCKING SINGLE TIME!

this is why i fucking hate myself!

something

2011-03-17T01:34:00.001+08:00

something to scare you off

look at the difference!! 1 eye with make up and the other without!!

notice the double eyelid there? it’s just when i put on falsies then the double eyelid will appear :)))

another picture with complete make up on :)) look at the difference.

girls seriously need to know some make up skills!

i miss

2011-03-12T22:35:00.001+08:00

ignore the colour please :)

i miss having long hair! not that my hair is very short now but.. i just miss having my hair this long :)

ipoh

2011-03-06T18:43:00.001+08:00

went ipoh again after our mid term, shopped around and i only spend $$ on food! :)

then went to the famous lou wong for nga choi gai and hor fan :)

the serving was huge!!!

we still managed to finish all :)

different

2011-03-04T02:48:00.001+08:00

i change a lot in these few days. so fast that i can’t even recognize myself anymore.

so near yet so far…

who is

2011-02-26T14:34:00.001+08:00

nothing to write actually, but i don’t want my blog to rust :)

just finished 1 mid term today and i can foresee myself being busy for the coming week.

parents are in kay elle now i suppose, i’m stuck in kampar. why? mid term!

i’m getting so round! :( hope my diet plan don’t fail me..

miss shopping so badly!!!!!!

wild wild west

2011-02-20T12:28:00.001+08:00

woke up at 7am on a saturday to attend an event as a helper.

because the theme is wild wild west, everyone was required to dress up cowboy style :)

my massive eyebags :(

blur but i like this picture :)

donkey oh donkey

kiss

bar

fatness :(

it was fun :D

beginner’s luck

2011-02-16T16:21:00.001+08:00

played mahjong until 4am and lost $$$$

well, i had beginner’s luck at first and won quite a lot, but after that pooooof

spot me! :)

i should stop procrastinating!!

*serious mood on*

valentine

2011-02-14T19:07:00.001+08:00

happy valentine’s day!

who says you can’t be happy when you’re single? hmph

had presentation today

so far

2011-02-13T16:07:00.001+08:00

life is good :) life is good

how can life not be good? i eat non stop :P

was craving for donuts a week before cny, and i got a donut necklace! :D

satisfaction

♥

2011-02-08T14:05:00.001+08:00

family ♥

put your hands up on the air yo…

Chinese New Year

2011-02-04T15:14:00.001+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year everyone!!!!

~~sexy~~ back

i am so FAT! :(

hazel

2011-02-01T16:16:00.001+08:00

hello eye bags and bunny teeth!

it’s CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE tomorrow!!! :)

home!

2011-01-28T22:45:00.001+08:00

going back tomorrow!!! :) :) :) :) :) :)

club can’t handle me

2011-01-26T14:10:00.001+08:00

first time ever :)

love the feeling of alcohol running in my blood. awesome :)

why?

2011-01-18T02:08:00.001+08:00

my pathetic timetable :(

bimbo

2011-01-15T23:57:00.001+08:00

went out with claryn the leng lui yesterday :D i fetched her!!!

our very first da tou tie experience :D

1 is enough, another embarrassing one as facebook profile picture

i am fatter than you! :(

field!!

shake it, shake it…

this is awesome! why can’t i get that effect?

jump shot!

poser!

finally a picture of us without the help of self timer

bought a dress again!

had bubble tea ♥♥♥!!!

oh ya, did you guys notice the sky is brighter on the other side :D

my love for bubble tea and you will never change ♥♥

short

2011-01-10T22:31:00.001+08:00

i chop my hair again!! :D

group picture :D

focus on the ice cream please

was having buffet dinner, last round of food before leaving

cousins!!!

eyes were super tired, hence the glasses

those pictures were took before christmas at genting, such an “efficient” blogger

contact lens

2011-01-06T22:59:00.001+08:00

this kills my purse ):

-but i still think is much more safer than those online korean lenses, it’s always better to be safer :D

-i don’t want anything to happen to my eyes

-i just realise i spent so much on my eyes. since primary 3 i have started wearing glasses then after form 5 started using contact lens. imagine how much it costs on my eyes alone! those who have perfect eyesight really have to treasure it.

once upon a time

2011-01-04T12:30:00.001+08:00

universal studio!

curly curly curly hair no more!

february 14!

just got my license!

work?

last min plan

2011-01-02T00:17:00.001+08:00

left the house at 11.45pm just to countdown with my darling clay :)

but we still stuck in the jam for quite long…

Happy New Year

everyone!

31 dec

2010-12-31T12:33:00.001+08:00

last post of the year!!! i don’t have plans for tonight :( anyone willing to date me?

those were the days

2010-12-19T03:44:00.001+08:00

rain rain rain, the weather has been very good in kampar these few days

i recommend this! can get it at any guardian

Utar’s bus ticket, rm0.70 per trip

tried this for the first time, sugar rush dude

i like this!

coffee has been accompanying me for 1 week, very loyal (: not anymore until next sem

I WANT TO SHOP!

ruined

2010-12-16T02:05:00.001+08:00

if you were me? how would you feel if someone say that in your face?

cloud

2010-12-15T16:39:00.001+08:00

look at the cloud! so fluffy!!

pictures were taken from the car on the way back from pangkor

stopped by at teluk intan for lunch and saw this!! 斜塔！ lol

super out of my expectation, i thought it was supposed to be higher!

coffee have been my companion for a few days already. aza aza fighting!!

i’m annoyed when people message me on fb chat and urgh if i don’t reply you please stop looking for me lah!!! that means i don’t want to talk to you!!

2010-12-14T03:39:00.001+08:00

i don’t like it when there’s other things bothering me when there’s exam! like =.=, still not irritating enough meh…

then it affects my mood, then for the whole day i got no mood to study.

then when i go for exam i 0.o

then when the result come out i T___________________T

*not blaming anyone for this post don’t worry…

gift

2010-12-13T11:29:00.001+08:00

what christmas gift do you reckon i should buy for myself? Do you think that my brother will actually buy something for me on christmas?? let’s hope he will because i already told him to get me something! (:

(:

2010-12-12T14:08:00.001+08:00

went pangkor for the second time!! practically we just soak ourselves in the beach (:

i’m eating so much now and i’ll never full! i can eat non-stop! ):

i want to gam fei!! but how???

desperately in need of contact lens!!! left it in melaka!!!

back!

2010-12-09T01:02:00.001+08:00

from pangkor

went to the beach

played!

fort

group picture

bbq

posing with mantou

celebrated birthday

group picture before we leave

我

2010-12-06T03:13:00.001+08:00

讨厌自己！

bye

2010-12-04T02:58:00.001+08:00

see you when i see you, got to prioritize.

我在乎

2010-12-04T00:27:00.001+08:00

我要快乐

There’s a reason why i don’t like to involve myself in it.

curly

2010-12-03T02:18:00.001+08:00

i miss my long and curly hair

and the thin me

=.= big eyes (bigger than the usual me)

gotta save up for shopping!!!

i don’t know why should i do. sometimes i just judge too much and overreacted.

bubble tea

2010-11-30T15:34:00.001+08:00

finally settled my craving for bubble tea, thanks to Apple!!! thank you thank you thank you!! :)

finals is 2 weeks from now! 0.o *slaps face* WHAT AM I DOING HERE?!!!

can’t wait for the pangkor trip with housemates!

coloured lens are so addictive!

unstoppable

2010-11-26T23:17:00.001+08:00

Went to ipoh to watch unstoppable yesterday but this time we had dinner at some japanese restaurant. meh, the food was not japanese at all, so not delicious. Well, since i already finish my presentation and mid term, so time to relax.

i like this picture

while waiting for our food, we camwhored!

my eyes could be bigger

chicken teriyaki something…lol… i forgotten

i look like giant beside them! :(

could

2010-11-23T14:39:00.001+08:00

be better

19

2010-11-22T00:06:00.001+08:00

i am 19 already and this is scary.

i don’t exactly feel good.

when i smile, it doesn’t mean i’m happy.

when i cry, it doesn’t mean i’m sad.

i just don’t know how to describe this feeling.

i’m not happy, but i’m not sad either.

there is this big rock inside me, i don’t know how to describe it.

i just hope this semester ends faster, so that i could go back home.

i miss how my parents pamper me.

i am happier at home than here.

i don’t like it when people look at me and say those words.

i acted as if nothing happened.

i feel belittled and it does not feel good at all.

我寂寞寂寞就好。。。

ring

2010-11-19T23:04:00.001+08:00

so excited about my purchase!

will arrive in 3-5 days! but in melaka. will only see my baby when i go back!

fly

2010-11-19T01:25:00.001+08:00

Finally, tomorrow is the day of submission of assignment and thank god we did not rush like hell. Assignment progress = 99% done ! ♥

Happy! *jumps around and shout with joy*

1 more individual presentation on next week and i’m officially done with coursework and 3 weeks down the road it will be time for finals! *shivers*

time for pictures! ♥

♥

my current fb’s profile picture!

we conquered mng’s fitting room ♥ LOL

actually there’s more photo but duh, too lazy to post all of them

so in need to some shopping now, got to start saving for more shopping! ♥

happy birthday

2010-11-16T14:36:00.001+08:00

happy birthday Claryn Tan!

still remember those days? i miss them so much!! we’re so gonna meet up k!

Happy 19th Birthday!

wish you have a great day and all the best in your future undertakings (:

blue

2010-11-15T03:15:00.001+08:00

sometimes, i’m lost. i don’t know what should i do. how should i react to everything. maybe i’m just like that, just being myself. but sometimes i realise being myself isn’t good enough to satisfy everybody. every single time i’m about to fall, i think about what i should do or how should i react. there’s this thing when you choose either being yourself better or change. i don’t know how can changes make me become. what if i change to something i’m not happy with? and what about being just yourself and happy but not being able to satisfy other people?

there are a lot of things that makes me go into deep thinking. is what i just did correct? should i do this? should i do that? i don’t know. but sometimes after doing something without thinking too much and come into realisation later that what you did are wrong. i cannot do anything to amend it anymore, it’s too late. i believe in the saying what is done is done. i know sometimes i overreacted. the question is, would you sacrifice your happiness (being yourself) with pleasing everybody?

karaoke

2010-11-14T04:05:00.001+08:00

hehehe… i realise i have fair legs!

with the girls

stick

really had a great time with you guys although i don’t sing much.. paiseh la.. i got such a lousy voice

*guys, there’s more photos, take it from me if you want. (:

i can’t recognize myself anymore ):

time to keep fit and eat less

so

2010-11-03T18:56:00.001+08:00

different people different thoughts period

what?

2010-10-29T00:36:00.001+08:00

jump but failed

miss candyLOL

chuck bass

2010-10-26T00:51:00.001+08:00

this is so cool! i’m chuck bass.

sometimes

2010-10-24T22:39:00.001+08:00

when you really don’t know what should you do. what should i do? how am i going to react when i see you? i really have no clue, you’re there in front of me and we’re acting like totally stranger. i really don’t know how to react. i just don’t want the atmosphere to be so tensed because of me. i know you’re probably sad, but things done is done and it has already come to an end. you chose to ignore me first so i don’t think that i will make any move to talk to you or whatever. i assume you don’t want to talk to me. sorry for the trouble i cause

a walk to remember

2010-10-21T23:41:00.001+08:00

i cried reading a walk to remember, very touching indeed. finished the book in less than 1 day. any nice books to intro?

beach

2010-10-19T22:46:00.001+08:00

chilling at the beach

i love this picture!

hair

2010-10-19T00:37:00.001+08:00

my hair was this long, goodbye curls and hello black hair!

cool

2010-10-18T00:05:00.001+08:00

i hate the coolness in me and i’m still very disappointed.. haih

hug

2010-10-15T23:56:00.001+08:00

give me a hug and tell me everything will be alright. i’m sad

oops

2010-10-07T22:47:00.001+08:00

i accidentally deleted my draft which consists of my 30 ranting challenge title.

so in love with vampire diaries now!!! THIS IS NICE! and when i mean nice i mean so romantic. sigh, if only reality can be so sweet!

i bought a oversize belt !!! T__________________T why la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The 30 ranting challenge

2010-10-05T21:18:00.001+08:00

I actually took this from tumblr but who cares…lol

Day 1 - Love.

Love is electric sparks created between 2 people specifically consists of a girl and a boy. I don’t believe at love in first sight which is super unrealistic (for me). Love means spending time with each other trying to be understanding, rational, trust. I truly believe trust is the most important factor in a relationship because without trust it means you don’t believe each other and thus love will not exist.

I couldn’t accept homosexual. God created us in a way that a man fuck a girl to give birth to the next generation. I just could not take it when two men/ two women living together and fuck each other. Come on, don’t tell me you are homosexual because you only wants attention from the same sex and that people from the opposite sex could not be trusted. If you choose to be homosexual, you already have the thought of fucking the people same sex as you and that disgust me (sorry if i offended any homosexual).

I do believe that love exist, just that i have not found it yet. oh well, i’m not in a hurry. :)

boring monday night

2010-10-05T00:58:00.001+08:00

We tend to think a lot when we are bored, there are a lot of things i don’t understand and confused with. It’s weird how every different people think and behave. We cannot do everything to please everyone, the same thing applies where not everyone can please you. So, just bear with it, everyone have different perception towards things, i may feel irritated or annoyed at some things that matters a lot to me but not to you (if you ever get what i mean) .

i may be super lanci sometimes but trust me, i am not because i am shy like that (blush). So if you could, please don’t label me as lanci, i am just shy!

By the way, i just don’t feel like sleeping yet although i have nothing to do :(

so

2010-10-04T22:13:00.001+08:00

i don’t even care anymore

fat juicy legs… :(

new found

2010-09-28T15:03:00.001+08:00

love

disappointed

2010-09-27T22:58:00.001+08:00

how does it feels when you got disappointed but you can’t do anything, where you can’t show your feelings out. it may be nothing to you but it still hurts.

current favorite

2010-09-23T14:54:00.001+08:00

Goodbye my friends
So long
Light falls away
Gone another day

So long my friends
Goodbye, this is not the end
Tomorrow
Yeah

We’ll go higher than we
We’ve been around the bend()
I won’t leave no
Not a thing
For the home swim

For it’s always been, somewhere in between
Light falls away
And it’s easy to see, hope in our dreams

So don’t let me, sleep to long
For I, don’t want to miss a thing, with you

We’ll go higher than we
We’ve been around the bend
I won’t leave no
Not a thing
For the home swim
We’ll go higher than we
We’ve been around the bend()
I won’t leave no
Not a thing
For the home swim

For it’s always been, somewhere in between
Light falls away
And it’s easy to see, hope in our dreams

Night, my friends
Tomorrow will start again
At first light

Adam Lambert – Light Falls Away

complicated

2010-09-21T00:31:00.001+08:00

why do i blog when there is exam and now i have no mood to blog?

back

2010-09-19T22:26:00.001+08:00

home!!!! but i’m currently too lazy to unpack. my cupboard is full and how am i going to squeeze the clothes in my luggage into the cupboard?

exam’s over and hello 1 month break!!

1 to go

2010-09-17T13:18:00.001+08:00

so happy can!!!!

下雨了

2010-09-17T01:49:00.001+08:00

多得是，你不知道的事。

倒数3天，我就要回家了。

lost?

2010-09-15T13:50:00.001+08:00

i miss!!

i look really silly here… LOL

why

2010-09-14T21:20:00.001+08:00

was super moody after accounts exam, worst paper EVER!! nothing seems to be right, let’s hope i’ll pass that subject. all these things must come to an end. please make me smile :(

i want to cry

screw you

2010-09-13T16:02:00.001+08:00

today when exam was over, i went to take my bag. you know, we are not allowed to bring pencil case into the examination hall. so, i have lots of pens on my hand so i just stand at the same place and do the packing. then, i heard an asshole said:" some people ar, take bag d don’t know how to walk away one.” WOW, seriously if i’m blocking your way why can’t you just tell me politely. you don’t even have the courtesy to talk properly. for goodness sake, i don’t even know who the fuck are you. hello world, what is happening to people nowadays? a simple “excuse me” won’t hurt.

yes

2010-09-12T17:23:00.001+08:00

hey you over there, i don’t like the way you talk. **** off…

nervous

2010-09-12T12:48:00.001+08:00

yes, final starts tomorrow and i am very nervous. i just don’t know why! fyi, i slept at 9am and woke up at 12.20 blame the caffeine!!!

2010-09-11T15:40:00.001+08:00

“After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, and you learn that love doesn’t mean leaning and company doesn’t mean security, and you begin to learn that kisses aren’t contracts and presents aren’t promises, and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child, and you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow’s ground is too uncertain for plans. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure… that you really are strong, and you really do have worth”

—

Veronica A. Shoffstall

running

2010-09-10T19:37:00.001+08:00

out of time.

know what? i wish i could go to perth again, i miss it there, the weather, everything! i wish i buy more things, take more pictures, eat more ice creams and cakes! SHOP MORE!!! until today, i regret not buying a lot of things! The saddest part was, i only spent a quarter of my budget! I REALLY REGRET NOT BUYING MORE!!!

from this

to this! looking at those food is enough to make me drool

to myself

2010-09-08T17:45:00.001+08:00

could you stop procrastinating?

maybe

2010-09-07T22:40:00.001+08:00

i should change my perception.

go england go!!!

nice

2010-09-06T17:18:00.001+08:00

nice? i super love it!!!

finals

2010-09-04T01:23:00.001+08:00

finals is in a week!!! good luck everyone!!! i’ll strive!!

bliss

2010-08-25T21:57:00.001+08:00

i’m super happy with my purchase.. i like it so much!!! lol..

finals is around the corner… study hard everyone!!!

i believe

2010-08-25T00:45:00.001+08:00

i believe that, if i work hard for something, i can achieve my target, nothing is impossible as long as you are willing to work for it. i believe that as long as i tried my best, i will be satisfied but i can’t assure that i’ll be happy. so all i can do now is strive for my finals!!!

世上没有不可能的事，只有懒惰的人。

accounts

2010-08-23T22:33:00.001+08:00

accounts is my biggest fear now, i don’t understand a single thing. sad, pathetic… T____T nevermind, i’ll make sure i love accounts these few weeks. Finals are in a few weeks time, so i’m going to bury myself with notes, minimize entertainment, and stay in my room like forever. So please, do not date me until finals are over. I can go on diet too.. hee hee hee…

a few pictures to entertain you

oh ya, my brother bought me a skirt!!! Thank you!!!! ♥♥♥♥

sometimes

2010-08-15T16:34:00.001+08:00

sometimes

i feel like

spitting out

my entire life’s story

to anyone

who will listen

but that’s impossible

still in perth

2010-08-14T18:16:00.001+08:00

library

weird outfit of me :D i don’t care!! i brought only 1 pair of shoes with me k…

small eyes small small small

ugly hair colour

study

2010-08-14T00:17:00.001+08:00

i need motivation to study!! can someone please motivate me????

and i am eating non stop and growing non stop to the size of a monster… rawr!!